I haven’t been on tumblr in a really long time and I use tumblr like a diary kind of and there is something I’ve wanted to get off my mind for a while now..
I have this constant feeling of emptiness, and a lot of the time I fill that with friends and family and give myself things to look forward to. And a lot of the time it works, but the feeling always comes back. It comes back at random times even when I’m surrounded by people, I still feel so lonely all of a sudden and it’s scary.
Yeah this is a negative post but you know what I want to get this out and I’m sick of people telling me to just be positive this is something that I can’t help it’s a physical feeling that I can’t stop and I’m glad to get it out.
